I've entered the world of "bloggers"
I choose to remain anonymous for the time being. Maybe I'll change my mind later.
Why am I writing a blog. Seems pointless. But I'm going through a bit of a personal crisis. I've come to that dreaded period in life where I have to make THE ultimate decision pretty much.
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE?
I'm in college right now, second year, and I had... a less than ideal first year of college. Parents upset, lots of tears, yelling and screaming,...counseling.
"Education is the key to success" --> What has constantly been drilled into my mind since birth.
But honestly... I want to sing.
yeap. I. Want. To. Sing.
I'm planning on auditioning for several companies, starting next next week. I have the audition form in front of me, but I'm finding it hard to pick up that pen and finalizing everything.
Do I wanna become a singer and give up school?
I've come this far, I should finish college first right?
What if I'm too old to debut?
So all these stupid questions are racing through my mind. I'm attempting to stay positive and envisioning positive outcomes for myself. New tactic that I picked up from my shrink.
I want to become a singer.
Is that so bad?
It's been my dream.
Do I follow my dream? Even though my parents drilled education into my brain, they still told me to follow my dreams.
I'm not sure who will read this, or if anyone will read this.
But whatever.
yay first blog post
